I finally had a moment to myself tonight. I made dinner, drank some good wine, & watched a movie.
Now I'm getting ready to shower & meet some friends for drinks.
I haven't been on the internet as of late. I feel like I've been too busy experiencing life for the first time in a while. I feel like I get to a point of happiness & contentment only to have something shatter it.
At this point in my life, I am extremely happy. I wake up everyday excited to start the day.
Sleeping until noon doesn't interest me anymore, even if I have the day off. I've been enjoying mornings a little more and trying to spend a few minutes in complete quietness every morning. I think it's helping me figure a few things out.
On that note, I am putting myself out there more and more. Both with friendships and romantic relationships.
I've never been a person who really cared to "meet people." I think I'm getting the hang of it though.
But with that comes the inevitable risk of letdown. Putting your feelings & emotions on the line can often lead to pretty disastrous results. & although I am careful with my heart, I can feel little pieces of it being taken from here and there. I guess I'm still trying to figure out the balance of it all. The push & pull. Eb & flow.
I'm happy, though. Happy with where I'm at. 22 has been a good year so far...