| then & now |
[July 10, 2009 / 12:43am] |
it's so weird to look at that girl in the mirror every morning
& to look at pictures of who i was just a couple years ago.
not alot of similarities.
this week was absolutely draining.
& definitely an emotional one.
i spent hours upon hours at the showroom everyday
rhinestoning a new suit for little richard.
we also had our 2nd showcase that went amazingly well.
a load of people showed, & it was broadcast live online.
aside from work being exhausting, i've had alot going on in my personal life.
but after alot of honest conversation, i'm feeling much better.
i just have to learn patience. learn how to be trusting of not only certain people
but trust in the fact that my world isn't crumbling before my eyes like i think it is.
i guess it's just hard when you want something so bad
that you can literally feel the desire in your fingertips.
but at the end of the day, you know you just have to wait it out.
give it time, let it breathe, & come back to it another day.
giving it time.
letting it breathe.
on a happy note, i got my hair done today.
it's jet black & pin straight. i love it. :) photos soon.
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